In the past, I always thought I have no time left to waste so I have to do the things I always plan to do. I always have plans, like what should I do after I graduate and so on. In all those plans having a family of my own never crossed my mind. However, due to some turn out of events I now have two kids and a husband. I don't really blame it on anyone but myself, since I was overwhelmed with something really new to me that time and never thought that I'll be drowned in it and never been able to pull myself back up again. Eventhough I sound depressed over this reality, I am happy. I may not have the kind of freedom I planned before but where I am now is not at all bad and could be far better than where I was before. I am happy because the feeling of emptiness has been filled inside me without me doing anything since someone filled it up for me. No matter how many trials may befall on us, we undergone each and everything and be even thankful since those just made us tougher and stronger.
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